Remember Me

Baby by the time saw this post, I already not here with you already..
Sorry baby, I know that you will be angry if I do something to hurt myself, But sorry, This time I need to be selfish..
I dont want you know this until I seriously gone..
There is alot of things I want to tell you and let you know, But I dont have guts to say infront of you.. I am afraid that you will upset..
I really want to let you know that, I dont really need you to change for me, but change for yourself.. In the end, this is your life, dont waste it..
I dont want you to end up like me, course is not worth it..
Yes i know that you like to go out at night, But you are still young, sometime things happen, and before you know it, you might regret..
You can enjoy, but also must care about your studies..
Play hard, Study hard too.. If you dont study, what can you do next time.. Dont because of now, you want enjoy, then dont care about other things..
As you grow older and mature, you will know what i say..
What you thinking or what you want, will change as you grow older..
And please promise me that you must take care of yourself, dont let people anyhow take advantage of you... Yes, you already lost your virgin but so what, doesnt mean you must let every boyfriend just fuck you this right..
Wait and see, until you think that he is really the one, then allow him..
Dont make yourself so slut k? Cause you are not..
I dont want you got taken advantage of, then letting him hurt you..
I cannot stand to see you upset..
Is not that i dont want you even you got taken advantage, but i wont be there to by your side anymore after you read this..
I really dont want to see you hurt.. So please for every boyfriend also must like me..
I really miss your every single expression and time i spend with you...
It is the happiest moment in my entire life, and i thought that this will never end..
Is my fault, you are not to be blamed..
I am the one that dont cherish you.. But is already too late..
Just remember I will always love you..
I really wish to see you happy, hope that you be happy with him.. Wish that he is really the one..
I really wish that you will come back to me but i know is already too late..
I can tell you that I cant stand to see you with another guy, that why i doing this now..
Is not a threaten, I seriously at the bottom of my heart, I really want you to find happiness in your life..
Baby I wish that you really can remember our time, and i also hope that i always the first in your heart, but i think that a bit unpossible..
1day time the feeling can be the same as 8month time, means to say he might be the one..
If you unhappy, or in the end break up with him, dont be sad.. Even though, i am not here already, Go find someone that love you like me.. Dont be upset..
If there is really such thing call heaven, I will be your guardian angel..
Even though i am already not here in this world already, But when you need someone, i will be always there, in your heart..
Just remember, I love you and you always be my baby..
I will guarantee miss the time i spend with you, and so sad that i cannot be irritated by you when you are hungry..
The innocent and cute face to psycho me anymore..
And your the most dazzling smile when you are happy which make me so happy..
Having you in my life, Is a bless..
Thanks for loving me..
Thanks for making me happy..
Thanks for your care and concern..
Thanks for your time you spend with me..
Thanks for eveything..
I am sorry for making you upset, But i swear this will be last..
Dont feel guilty, Is not your fault, Is mine..
Baby I love you,
Forever,
and ever..
Bye my baby girl, Promise me to be happy..
Remember Me..
I am sorry,
Dont be upset after i go..
Just take as i go somewhere to rest, At least you can know that i maybe will be happier there..
And this is the last time, i going to disturb your life for sure..
You're gone, I'm gone..
Your love brings life into me, and now it take everything away..
I always can pass by obstacles, because i know you will be with me..
Now i am down and there is nobody pulling me up again..
Without you, It's the end of the world in my mind..
I been looking for the answer somewhere,I couldn't see it was right there,
But now i know what i didn't know, because you live and breath, because you make me believe in myself when nobody else can help, Cause of you, i made through every storm.. I'm glad I found you, my angel..
But its all because of me, you are gone, I don't have a reason to live anymore..
No i can't live till tomorrow, when i think of all my sorrow, when i had you there, but then i let you go, and now is only fair that i let you know, what you should know, i can't live, If living is without you..
I can't live, I can't live anymore.. I cannot forget the face when you are leaving..
I just can't believe you are gone..
The only thing i can do for you, Is prove that i love you more than anything else in my life.. You're the reason for my existence..
This post only you will know, and nobody else even me by the time you read this.. Nobody will blame you, as all of them wouldn't know the reason..
Even if i am gone, You must remember i always love you no matter what happens..
Don't be upset, It will hurt me to see you are upset.. Promise me be happy..
I can't forget you, But please forget me...
Baby i will miss you damn much, and hopefully I still can see even after i go to worlds beyond..
I keep thinking about you everywhere i go.. All the memories..
I will always be inside your heart..
This will be the last thing i want to tell you, cause i don't the courage to tell you face to face..
Forever love..
Yeo Ting Jun, My Love, My Soul, My life.
JasonkongYingJie Always Love YeoTingJun To Eternity
24/11/2009 To 24/07/2010
RIP:24/7/2010 Time:2am
Jasonkongyingjie's last words for Yeotingjun